CHARRED LOVE LETTERS

Charred Love Letter

i dreamt
i wish i dreamt
he cried vigorously
he woke from the funeral
and told me
"you're me and we're one"

NO I'M YOUR ANOMALY
I DONT CRY
I DONT MOURNE
I AM POWERFUL
NO WEAKNESS
NO MELANCHOLY FUCKING THINGS

i'm suffering that's true
but i enjoy suffering
i enjoy this life
-nothing to have
-nothing to keep
-nothing to afraid of bereft
-and NO YOU

i enjoy wearing these masks
smiling outside, dying inside
Nothing to afraid of someone look thru' my face

i love this alter ego

but for you i 'll tell you
'inside me there's always your charred love letters'