I AM PRETENDER

Why do you do this to me...?
Am i nothing...?
I ain't made of rock
In the end i just can sigh
And let you what you be
I'll try to live normal
I'll try to pretend that i'm okay
I promise one thing 'you wont see me cry'
Cause i'm a good pretender
I know we both are broken
But you let us be broken
Maybe that's something you expect
But don't mind this
I'll be okay
I'll pretend

MY TERRIBLE FEAR

I know my fear will come...like doomsday...

But my fear is more horrible than doomsday

I will just not perish but i will extinct